I have a huge paper due tomorrow. Have i written any of it? no. well, ok, i have an introduction, and i have it all laid out, and i know the points i am going to make.
It is just the will to write it that is not there.
I have no idea if this is the kind of thing he wants at all, but this is what i am going to write about, so there! nyah!
I know I have the time to write it, it isn't due until midnight tomorrow, and i have to stay at school until after 10pm tonight, because there is a wine tasting group happening right outside my bedroom tonight, so i will get no work done here if i stay.
but convincing myself i have plenty of time doesn't really help me with getting started.
and i made cheese things for a party at school today, so now my apartment smells like hot cheese.
When i get this paper done, i only have a minute of a ten minute presentation to do, and then i am done for the semester! then i get three weeks off and start the torture all over again!
Sorry this is weird and stream of consciousnessy but i am a little addled at the moment, and all i can smell is cheese!
Can you tell this paper is going to make a whole lot of sense when i finally get around to writing it?